Listen
to Him and learn
By Esther Williams
In 'Touched by Jesus' Sathya Amorik speaks candidly of her relationship
with God and her experiences with Him. "God cannot be sought
in laboratories. If you seek proof to realize God, He will remain
an eternal mystery. Instead, if you seek God to realize yourself,
you will be able to unravel the mystery and find Him within,"
she urges.
Since her childhood the author has spent much time talking to God.
To her God was initially Ganesha, the elephant God whose image was
kept in the shrine room of her home in Jaffna.
Her writing
focuses on her experiences, her relationship with God and the people
close to her, their strengths and the life she shared with them.
After some time she began to have visions (dreams) that she terms
divine messages. These messages from God the formless, Omnipotent
and Omniscient had been tangible experiences, helping her cope with
difficulties and serving as a guiding presence for all actions.
"When
I was miserable and in need of love, God manifested as the divine
Mother Mary, the mother of love and compassion. When I needed strength,
Mother Sakthi, the Goddess of Strength showed me her love and support.
The Goddess of Wealth, Mother Luxmi gave me a child," she writes.
The divine
experiences as she calls them reinforced her faith and proved beyond
all doubt that God is one. It is immaterial what we call Him, she
writes, "God has no religion." The author firmly believes
that divine messages carry with them the essence of truth as opposed
to psychic messages that one receives through one's intuition.
Such experiences with God, the out of body experiences, the spiritual
energy and vibrations she felt, she recalls with great detail, urging
readers to listen and learn from them.
She feels she
was guided at different levels as she communed with God through
prayer and meditation, explaining that He revealed Himself to her
because of her closeness to Him for decades. Others too felt God's
presence within her. She often went into a transcendental state
where she felt God's presence through the over-powering energy and
vibrations that she considers were an unmistakable sign of His presence.
The newfound
spirituality helped her handle situations without getting into emotional
conflicts. She discovered that she had the power of healing, as
she was an instrument to God the healer. Prayers, (those mentioned
in the final pages of the book) poured out for her in poetic form.
Through out
the book there is mention of Hinduism, Christianity, crystals, reiki,
universal energy (referred to differently), etc., that a reader
of a single faith may find difficult to comprehend. The author attempts
to explain this.
"The science
of religion reveals the essence of God. Man created religion and
God approved. If not, how can we account for the survival of all
major religions till now," she asks.
Each religion
was formed at different times under different circumstances when
mankind was at a different level of understanding the truth, she
continues.
"We need to understand the differences as all religions speak
one truth and the essential philosophies in life." She goes
on to compare the different religions and points out the common
aspects in all.
The book would
serve to lead one to spirituality as the author answers many questions
on spirituality, healing, the power of crystals and other aspects
of religion, wisdom that she gained from her closeness to God.
"Experiencing
God is actually experiencing everything around me and beyond me.
With God's touch on me, as I reach to touch your heart, open your
mind to the wisdom of God that flows, from me to you," the
author writes.
Seeing it all
as it is
By Carl Muller
W.I. Siriweera took the State Literary Award in 1998 for his Sinhala
short story, "Chitra Silpiya, Saundaryaya ha Striya."
(The Artist, Aesthetics and the Woman). A historian at heart, it
is refreshing to know that his immense creative talents have not
confined him to the historian's profession. He remains his own man:
forthright, unfazed by honours or position, full of bonhomie and
with a knack of putting all around him at ease.
His Sinhala
works remain the best of him - "Atat Sita Asa", "Ganga
saha Surangana" and Saladhipati". His passion for history
has also given us "Rajarata Sistacharaya ha Niritadiga Rajadhani"
and "Madhyatana Lankiava." Of course, he is as Kaduwa-prone
when writing in English, and we have had some scholarly presentations,
all with a historical perspective. Last year, he gave us "History
of Sri Lanka"-a well-constructed and concise work with none
of the ponderous ramblings of those who have been the main culprits
in making history as dry as dust.
Now, this senior
Professor of History has given us his latest collection of short
stories ‘Hunter’s Dilema’ and I will not look
at them with a critic's jaundiced eye. He may like to say to the
Peradeniya University, "young men and women, like flowers blossoming
at dawn, arrive.. to spend three or four happy or unhappy years..."
Uncluttered and as nice a man as he is, he can still look on these
hopeful freshers as flowers blossoming at dawn. But is he also trying
to tell us that, at the end of it all, they wilt, become blackened,
deadened weed-material, destroyed by the many rabid isms, student
rampages and violence our universities are heir to?
Siriweera is,
luckily for us, direct in his approach. He has no patience with
the artificial gloss, the songs of the mockingbird. In his first
story, "The Warden," he has this to say: The teachers
have excellent credentials. They teach well and gather in the Senior
Common Room to while away the time or to participate in serious
or light discussions on various topics. They talk of the autonomy
of the University. But some of them rejoice when the police enter
it in full force during times of trouble, and beat up the students,
male, female and monks in saffron robes.
They talk of
scholarly research. Some who talk of research, never engage in any.
The writings of many of the researchers are never read by anyone
in the country. Yet, they need research publications for enhancement
of their careers and recognition abroad. At no time is there any
serious attempt made to write up and publish research in their mother
tongue. Publications in the mother tongue will only be read by students
and less-educated people. Research should be on a higher plane which
is acceptable to the English-speaking world, and at the same time,
unintelligible to those who cannot read English well."
Is this an
indictment or what ? This is why I maintain, the worth of this book
lies not in its word-choice (which, incidentally, is good) but in
the meatiness of what is said. To Siriweera, a spade is a spade.
The "academics", he tells of may wish to express a spade
in their own research language gobbledygook, but, as I say, Siriweera
is both direct and uncluttered - the most refreshing academic one
is privileged to know.
He takes on
the problem of University food and allows his "Warden"
to think of his own undergraround him. There is no elaborate state-setting,
only the writing of a direct, uncluttered man who sees it all as
it is. ad days when there were no student food queues, the food
was tasty and spoons and forks were used; days when there was fruit
salad, ice cream or fresh fruit for afters; days that are never
to return.
The now- scene
is too awful to contemplate: The dining room is not spacious enough
to accommodate all the students. Especially at lunch time, they
form queues like prisoners to obtain their food... The rice (often
with grit or sand) is served on a plate with meat or fish and two
vegetables. As they get their quota and walk back, they stop at
a huge cauldron filled with a yellowish liquid called the 'gravy",
which they spoon onto their plates of rice... There are only a few
glasses or cups for them to drink water with... So they wait for
their turn to obtain a cup or a glass..
A thought strikes
me. Rice with grit or sand! Is this why students become most obstreperous
at times? Too much sand in the craw? We meet the "Gajayo",
the "Kadu Karayo", the "Thadaya' and "Thadawathi"
and the "Gatawathi". We also meet the hordes of beggars
who forage in the kitchen garbage pails, perhaps also looking for
the sand so essential to their craws. Worst of all, we meet the
University maintenance Unit whose every so-called repair open up
more seams that demand repair.
Is the University
a patchwork quilt of sorts? The story is more than that. It is the
story of sudden blazing realization. The undergrad Punchi Kumar
does not challenge the Warden's injustice. Instead, he welcomes
the Warden to his poor home, offers his ripe papaw, makes what poor
show he can with a gentleness that puts the Warden to shame. Apparently,
truth will not prevail, but to Punchi Kumar, his sick father, his
undernourished younger sister, the wattle and daub hut, the older
sister who the Warden's friend Chickera regards with other thoughts,
it is honour indeed. Now, the University has come to him!
This collection
of stories tells of life's many cross-currents. There is a sense
of exactitude, karma, human resolve that is tattered by human failings.
In "Hunter's Dilemma" it needs an angered elephant to
show the hunter what a trapped animal endures before slaughter.
Truly
does the hunter say after that first shining resolve; "Our
whole life is a trap." Will he continue to slash the necks
of the deer he traps.
How very reminiscent it is of that beautiful poem. "The Snare";
while Siriweera leaves us to consider the true snares that await
us all- whether we be hunters after deer or politicians after votes!
That Siriweera
is close to his stories holds true. The story of Kalubanda is written
with deep feeling for the deprived, the underprivileged, the poverty-stricken
. The picture of this humble, loyal villager tells of a strange
kind of heroism too. To the artist, in his award-winning "The
Artist, Aesthetics and the Woman ", the observations are so
typical. The artist, on seeing a large group of armed soldiers,
thinks: "How sad that they do not serve life, but death."
It's the girl of the mischievous smile, the water reeds, the reservoir,
that kindles him. But he learns also that she is a true child of
nature, that the only real permanency of love is a bed in the tall
grass with the sky looking down on this spring-flowered new Eve,
rising to adjust her skirt after she has given herself to the man
who clasps her.
"Hunter's
Dilemma' is a collection of eight stories, each a piece of personal
encounter, each telling us that there is nothing stranger than the
human condition. There is Asanka's quick-to-condemn wife; Ranbandiya
who weeps of his poverty in the sweetest notes of the flautist's
art; and there is Dayananda, torn between reality and dreams, duty
and being the dilettante he wants so much to be. It is the child
that puts his marriage back on even keel but there is also his cowardice
and unwillingness to venture on a road where the sign warns. "No
Admittance".
These are things
that screw up relationships, be they legal or illicit and, as Siriweera
puts it, "There is no harm in dreaming in a society where people
had laid down restrictions. No one else sees these dreams except
the dreamer. But for how long can one continue an imaginary or sentimental
relationship?"
Fantasy, even
of the most avid kind, is part of our dream time, certainly.
This can only mean that a certain number of copies were incorrectly
bound, the mistake then discovered and rectified. Why were the defective
copies also released ? They should have been pulped!
In any event,
"Hunter's Dilemma" I encountered some annoyance with the
book that has to be expressed. Publishers Dayawansa Jayakody &
Co., have been most careless in releasing copies where the binder
has made a mallung of the pages. It was tiresome to find an utterly
mixed-up page run that gave me, in order, pages 64, 67,68, 65, 66,
71, 72, 69, 70, 75, 76, 73, 74, 79, 80, 77, 78, 81 and 82 . It is
even more disturbing to realize that another copy of the book has
all pages in correct sequence. is a readable, excellently crafted
collection-truly the voice of the inner world.
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