Prasanna
Weerawardane
continues his trek in Minihagalkanda
Lost....
Trudging back, I was now struggling to keep up across the dunes,
the sand and the sun weighing me down. It was an effort to keep
up with the rest, and I was in a daze of heat and sand. I forgot
about ambergris, Tigers and all else in the effort to keep trudging
on.
Soon, I had
dropped far back. The rest were a thin line of people disappearing
into the distance. At some point they would turn right into the
top of the dunes and into the trail we had come through. At this
rate I would miss the trail, and pretty soon I became aware that
there were no people in sight, even on the far horizon. I trudged
on, and on, and on, hoping to catch up. It finally dawned on me
that the rest had gone up the trail over the dunes, and I was lost.
It was time
to panic!
I panicked!
Death by dehydration on a sand dune in the remote south-east was
not the way I wanted to go. By now, the heat and my tiredness was
such that even my watch was a burden, as was my camera: I wanted
to chuck them both into the sea, including much of my clothes, but
restrained myself by taking the watch off and pocketing it. I could
feel the sun draining moisture from me.
Feeling very
much like the Ancient Mariner with too much ocean, I began to trek
back, and keep an eye out for footprints leading up the dunes. I
went up animal tracks a couple of times, panting my way up the dunes,
to face impenetrable scrub jungle.
...and found
After a lot of puffing, fantasizing and panting up and down dune
city, I hit the right trail and staggered down to the other side
for water, and to collapse. They had been just about to organise
search parties, after having backtracked to look for me. I had been
out for about 1/2 an hour.
I was too exhausted
to enjoy the ride back, dreaming of ice coldpacks, drinks, etc.
We got back and I promptly collapsed into the deepest pool in the
Menik, and stayed there until dinner time.
As a suitable
postscript, and a hint of the wrath of the jungle gods for venturing
into untrodden territory, both Cedric and I suffered for weeks afterwards
from virulent tick bites we picked up at Yala - the symptoms were
itching and fever. The ticks were from the sambhur, and that helpful
tree I had leant on probably had been infested with them. I emerged
two weeks later very thin, burnt a dark mahogany, and a lot wiser
on suitable apparel for Yala.
So it ended,
this expedition into the wilder shores of the southeast.
Would that time
had stood still, and we were all back there, in 1993, stranded on
a beach by the eastern jungles. But time, as the Mayan saying goes,
is a man on the road, and inexorably, the roads we travelled were
sometimes controlled by destinies out of our grasp.
...and lost
again
Three years later, Cedric disappeared when the Tigers shot down
the helicopter he was in: he was a much-wanted man by the LTTE.
They had his dog tag number, and we learnt later that orders had
been given that he was to be captured alive. With his knowledge
of the jungles, his survival and mechanical skills, together with
his war record, the Tigers wanted him shut down.
A few months
earlier, his eldest son Jason, who had joined the Air Force, went
down in a tropical storm in a cargo plane heading for Jaffna, in
which he was the navigator.
In the aftermath
of the helicopter crash, Cedric's body was never found, and from
some eyewitness accounts, it is thought that he is still alive,
held prisoner by the Tigers, somewhere in the vast jungles of the
north-east.
In the near
twenty-year ethnic war which has torn Sri Lanka apart, in which
the roll call of those killed far outstrips the official head count
of 55-60,000 given by the Government, one aspect which has bypassed
the news is the fate of the thousands of army, navy and Air Force
personnel 'Missing In Action'. The Government washes its hands off
these disappeared, content to give cash payments to dependents and
play down the fate of these men. There are no mechanisms, apart
from the efforts of the ICRC, to find out their fate.
After Cedric's
disappearance, his partner, Druki, helped set up an organisation
which seeks to keep alive the hopes of the MIAs' relatives. It is
now the new millennium, and Cedric has been gone since 1996.
If the current
peace efforts to end this horrendous war succeed, and he returns,
it will be the ultimate test for this great survivor. It seems to
have the hallmarks of a Greek play, perhaps by Euripides: an unmatchable
hero goes off to fight an unwinnable war, is lost in battle, and
is taken prisoner to Hades, where he is held. Will he return? The
outcome is yet to be written, the Fates still spinning their eternal
thread.
For all his
relatives and friends, his loss is immeasurable. For me, he made
hairpin turns into lazy corners. His passing from those who were
close to him brought home how unique he was, and how bereft our
society is, that those of his calibre should be lost.
Postscript,
2002
From the vantage point of almost a decade later, there are welcome
signs that the ceasefire between the LTTE and the Sri Lankan armed
forces will eventually evolve into full blown peace talks. What
this will mean to the MIAs and their relatives, is a renewed hope
that there will be a return of all the prisoners now in LTTE captivity.
If Cedric is still alive and held in an LTTE gulag, his return will
be the reappearance of the sun after a long eclipse.
What the ceasefire
and eventual peace, long a faint whisper in the storm of war, means
to all the people living in the north, the east and the south, is
a return to the arcadia which this island was famous for. The sufferings
of the people of the north and the east have been immeasurable.
For those of
us in the south, perhaps it has been the loss of innocence. It is
time for hope to be reborn, and to take root once again.
Hear the song
of an Autumn Cicada
While in prison I deeply ponder
Dread the sight of its black wings
For against my white hair it sings
A heavy dew
hinders the flight
A strong wind drowns the voice
None believe in its high integrity
So who will stand up for me
- Luo Binwang
Tang Dynasty
The Pettah bombing of '87
A doctor's story
By Dr. B.J. Masakorala
I t was barely a week after the Sinhala and Hindu New Year, (when
virtually the whole country is on holiday) April 21, 1987. Life
was slowly returning to normal and my wife and I decided on a shopping
expedition. We had proceeded less than a mile when my 'pager' registered
an urgent summons, to get to the Accident Service of the General
Hospital without delay.
The sight that
met our eyes near and around the precincts of the hospital was one
of chaos and confusion, a Dantean scene, with the dead, near dead,
the dying and the maimed, being brought in their numbers in ambulances,
vans, cars and cabs by anonymous samaritans.
As the Triage
Officer on this day, it was my responsibility to separate the dead
and 'group' the injured.
The cause of
the mayhem was the explosion of a car bomb at 5.20 p.m. at the main
bus stand in Pettah when peaceful, hard working people, men and
women, were awaiting with stoic patience their turn to board overcrowded
buses and vans, to wend their weary way home
The car bomb exploded at this crowded venue killing 111 people:
79 of them died at the scene and on their way to the hospital, another
25 breathed their last within 30 minutes of admission, and seven,
after treatment at the hospital.
The injuries
were due to:
I . The primary effect of the bomb; the blast, the flash and shrapnel.
2. Secondary effects brought about by collapsing buildings, flying
debris and fires from exploding petrol tanks of vehicles.
The wards of
the Accident Service had to bear the intrusion and thrust of 63
bodies, 25 dying patients and 249 injured within a space of 30 to
45 minutes. Naturally, this created administrative and primary management
problems which were sorted out with the ingenuity of all medical
and paramedical staff who were available at that time. In this time
of crisis bureaucratic rules and other obstructions were done away
with so much so that there were no registration formalities for
the victims.
The Director
of the Hospital who worked as tirelessly as the others arranged
for a medical ward to treat those with mild and moderate injuries.
While the dead and those who died within the first 30 minutes were
counted, registration of the rest commenced the following morning.
Data sheets were prepared and attached to the clinical notes of
all the patients. These sheets listed the name, age, sex, registration
number, the nature of injury and any other details collected by
doctors attached to the unit of the Triage Officer.
It needs to
be mentioned that these sheets are preserved. A few of the injured,
however, would have left before registration and hence the count
on admission is probably more than recorded.
Extent of the
disaster
The statistics given below highlight the horrific nature of the
aftermath of the explosion.
Categories of the dead
1. No. of bodies brought direct to the medico-legal morgue-16
2. No. of bodies brought to the Accident Service of the Colombo
General Hospital-63
3. No. dying during the first 30-45 minutes 25
4. Dead after treatment 07
Total 111
Causes of deaths - Result of post mortem examination
1. Burns 17
2. Cranio-facial injuries 36
3. Multiple injuries 30
4. Shock and haemorrhage 17
5. Haemopulmothorax.. 05
6. Haemopericardium.. 01
7. Decapitation 02
8. Constricted lung 01
9. Shock 01
Total 111
It is believed that the bomb was time activated and placed in a
parked car by the LTTE.
The fact that
order was restored from a scene of utter confusion at the Accident
Service is testimony to the diligence of the surgeons, medical consultants,
house officers, nurses, attendants and indeed all the other staff
of the General Hospital and the unknown volunteers who helped and
cared for the victims to the best of their ability.
It is said that
a leopard will not change its spots and also that many wolves wear
sheeps' clothing. In this context it is hoped that the LTTE Tiger
will discard its stripes and attire itself in desired apparel that
signifies peace, now and forever.
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